Friday, 12 June 2009

• "it's not like we're dating"

  It's been two days.  Two days since I've talked to him.  Two days since I've stopped caring.  It may be a little premature for this decision, but I can make it.  Just like he made his.  He told me that he was going to Ohio to look at apartments because he may be moving out there.  Cool.  I guess all this talk about "hoping this turns into something great" was just that- talk.  Now every time he gets online, he won't talk to me.  I don't get it.  How did something with such a great potential for good end up sour?  I fell hard so of course I would feel it once I hit bottom.  I was used to this feeling.  It didn't phase me.  I didn't get in that deep.  I let my guard down.  Well, you just kick-started a sleeping demon.  I was entering the dating scene casually.  Ha, so much for that.  Back to my old self.  Searching until someone can hold my attention long enough to get rid of thoughts of you.  I don't know why I invested in something so flaky.  I had doubts since the beginning.  I've made excuses until the end.  One last thing, thanks for the inspiration.
  
  

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